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As i have mentioned before I stayed in my room a lot like most if not all the time. I also tended to get “growing pains” in my legs. At least that was what it was called “back then”. This particular evening I had pains in my legs and I walked out of my bedroom Read more
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In the previous post I mentioned we moved. I cannot remember how long we stayed there but it was until the upstairs was done and the place sold. We then moved to another location again not that far. This place I have more memories and I remember having my 15th birthday there. So might have Read more
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Moving on to a new location and seeing my “real” dad for the first time since I can remember. (about 12yrs ish of age) So my stepfather liked to fix homes and flip them. So we moved not to far from the old place. The area I lived in was small and had several “villages” Read more
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Had a few memories come back and so will share them both as they were when I was quite young. One of these memories I would have been around that 3 yrs of age and something my mother seemed famous for. I was living with my father in an apartment (my brother tells me my Read more
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This memory, same place, about 12-13 yrs old, something like that. My mother was out that night and so was my brother. My brother and I were close we are about 2 1/2 to 3 yrs apart. I tended to stay in my room a lot and this particular night I was already in bed. Read more
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Now so far in the last 3 posts i haven’t really mentioned my mother and her role in all of this. So I mentioned in Part 1 that my mother did not stand up for me or even explained the reason i got in trouble. This was always the case when my stepfather disciplined me Read more
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Now to begin this blog I will let you know now. I will have a few blogs written in around the 12 ish yrs of age. There was a lot that happened it seemed in that time frame. So this incident I remember was. One evening being home as I always was before dark. Not Read more
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As I was thinking about what I was going to write as my second post, trying to bring back the memories, my brain just didn’t want to go there. You must remember most trauma will stem from childhood even when you think nothing of it because that was just the way it was, know what Read more
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Looking back and what I know now, I can see how my childhood “issues” has affected who I was then. The earliest memory that I can recall and I was probably about 3 maybe 4 years old and I was at the supper table eating. I had a stepfather -and at the time I did Read more
